Wedding Hungry

Sometimes when I am really sunk into wedding planning I get wedding hungry and I look at all my friends wedding photos and videos.

43 days remaining.... please hurry up.

Possible

Possible Flowers I want

Blue Cushion

 Blue Cornflower

blue cremon flower 

 blue dlephinium

blue lisianthus

yellow asiatic lily

yellow calla lily

yellow carnation

yellow cymbidium orchids

yellow ranunculus

Countdown

50 days left.  Wow, 50.... where has time gone?

What flowers should I get?  Im stuck.....  I need yellow and blue flowers.  My maid of honor told me about her sisters wedding where each bridesmaids got one flower and all the flowers were put into the brides bouquet.  I wanna do that.

Music

This is some of my music

and just my favorite youtuber:

Orem vs logan

I have the opportunity to move back to Orem.  I could be with my family all the time, I can hang out with Raegyn, hang out with my high school friends and have a blast.  But they all also have their own lives and I would feel left out again like high school all over again.

I can stay in Logan, stay with the people I have made friends with up here and hang out with them.  But I haven't really been hanging out with them at all.

Its near the end of the school year and I need to decide.

The only constant I will have is Slade, which is amazing!  I love being with him all the time.

I need some girlfriends though, I need those girls I can be girly with or either girly/boyish with.