death

One of the worst days happened to me yesterday.

I was at my friends house.  I left my phone in her basement so I could hang with her without diateactions.  After awhile and we and grabbed my phone.

There was a message from my mom.  She was crying.  I felt my heart immediately break.  I was thinking about all the things that could of happened.

I called my house.  My dad amswered.  I had to tell him where I was at like 4 times, he was to sad to really process things.

He handed the phone to my mom.  She began to tell me that my grandma died.  She was the only grandma I knew.  I was in awe. She was only 74, why did this happen. My friend had her hand on her mouth, knowing something sad just happened.  My mom told me that a neighbor went to her house and there she was... but wasn't...

I hung up the phone and my friend hugged me, I really needed it.

She drove me home.  My uncle was there, it was quiet in house.  No one was speaking, you could hear my sister crying in the other room.

My sweet dear grandma.   She was a step grandma, but she acted like my grandma.

I know she is happy in heaven with her husband, my grandpa, and all her other loved ones.  She is with our Heavenly Father.

She was called home to heaven to help teach spirits. She isn't in pain anymore.  I happy for her but sad I can't see her anymore.

I love you grandma, I always will and I will never forget all that you have taught me!
 I Love you!

Friends

Its the best when you have that one friend who will drop everything to be with you.  The sad thing is that I hate showing my emotions in front of everyone so sometimes I can't even talk about the one thing that made me sad.  But they are always there for me and I love them.