I make great friendships sometimes. They always start out okay and they just go for a great friendship, but then they don't want to be friends anymore for some stupid reason and I just don't know what to do when it just ends.
At USU, I had some great friends. I mean we did everything together. We were totally best friends. I have so many pictures off all of us together. Then something started to happen to one of our friends, we just thought she needed some space, so my roommate joined our group and we still had amazing times. This girl who needed time came back and started to make things bad in our group. The 2 guys started to go crazy and make stupid accusations about me and I did all this bad things and started rumors. Which is totally not true cause it was all the girl who didn't want to be friends anymore.
I don't really talk to those 3 anymore. Only my roommate. It sucks though cause I miss those great times we had together and now we don't even talk.
Here is a recent one. I have this great friend at work. He is this great guy who I can just talk to and we can just have fun and make fun of the stupid things people do at our work. He know I'm married cause my husband is one of the managers. He is also super seriously dating someone and they plan to get married. He has told me about her and she sounded cool.
I was texting one day about work and a question about tubing down a river. We just made small talk and joked around. I then receive a text pretty much saying we can't be friends anymore cause his girlfriend is super jealous we talk to each other.
I was so devastated that he said this. I just lost one of my best friends cause his girlfriend is jealous he talks to other people besides her. He tried to convince her that he should be able to talk to me cause I am moving in 2 weeks. She wouldn't let him. She is making him give up all his friends. I hope she gives up all her friends for him.
I feel so hurt. My friend talked to him about it and he says he can't change it cause she doesn't want him to have to do anything with me.
I wanted to leave Orem with a happy past and happy memories. But the freshest memories I will have is of him telling me that I can't be his friend anymore.
I can't even sleep because it makes me so sad that I can't even talk to him.
I just have to let this out cause I can't even tell him this without his girlfriend freaking out and yelling at him.
I work with him like every day and it hurts to see him and not being able to talk to him.
Work is going to be hell for the next 2 weeks,
