True Aggie

This past week has been homecoming for Utah State University.  Last night was the kissing chain and True Aggie night. 

The kissing chain was for the Genuis World Record.  We set it a couple of years back but then someone over did it so we did it again.  Last night there was 1600 kisses.  Sweet!!!  It took forever for them to get to us.  I was by 2 guys I didn't know.  The kid on my right kissed me on the cheek and the kid on my left I kissed on the check.  It was fun.  After that I just chilled with my roomies until we could actually leave.  Some of my roomies went home last night.  One of my other roomies went home and the other was wondering around with her friends.  I stayed with another.  She got kissed 3 times!!!!  Oh man, the first one asked her when she was with a bunch of guys.  The second was planned with her friend and the third was a guy who asked her.


I kissed this guy named Taylor.  He was a good looking person.  So yah, I am a True Aggie and now I can make anyone a True Aggie.

My roomie told me not to count that as my first kiss, so Im not.  I still need my first kiss..... hahaha

Last night before we left, a couple of my roomies took another roomies bed and put it in the shower and hid a bunch of her other stuff.  It was way funny.

Tonight I will be all by myself.  Guess I will just do some homework and watch some Stargate and other things.

Awesome

Last night was pretty much awesome.  It was my roomies birthday yesterday so we were going to celebrate it.  I had Institute until 8:30.  I got back around 8:45ish because my bike was broken, again.  My roommate was the only one here.  I listened to her play the paino.  A little while later one of my other roomies call her, they were at Village Inn and we needed to get the birthday girls present.  We went up four flights of stairs and got her present.  We then drove to Village Inn.  All of our other roomies were there and so was our friend.  Our waiter was amazing.  He was hilarouse.

We gave the birthday girl her present and she just loved it.  It was a Justin Beiber Perfum.  She was so happy.  It was cute.  We were the loudest table there.  We were just having a blast talking and laughing.

We left him the best tip.  We just took a bunch of stuff we had in our purses/pockets and put it on the table.  Don't worry we also gave him some money.
We quickly left and and waited for Adam, our waiter, to go to the table.  A cleaner person went to it and took pictures.  We were standing outside the window watching them taking pictures and grabbing things.  It was hilarouse.  I was about to pee my pants by laughing.

I love my roommates.

Excited

Can I tell you how excited I am for True Aggie night?  Pretty darn excited to hang out with my roomies that night.  Plus the kissing chain.  Lots of kissing that night.  First kiss.  I think I might count it.

XD

Speghetti

Here is the video of the speghetti run at like 1:00 last night.

Fire

Last night after the paint dance we went to we decided to make speghetti at like midnight.  My roommates and 2 friends went to get some french bread so we could make garlic bread.  While they were gone we made the noodle.  My roommate did 2 packets and it was a butt load.  It was huge!!!!  The ones who left came back with 2 loaves of bread.  My other roommate put the stuff on the breas so we could have garlic bread.  The noodles were sitting in the sink and the sauce was on the stove warmin up.  We put the garlic bread in the oven.  About 3 minutes later our friend checks the bread.  He opens the oven and fire is coming at him.  He quickly shuts the oven door and smoke is flying.  He then used the fire extinguisher because we had no clue what to do.  So he opened the oven and used it.  One of my roommates was by the smoke alarm and was using a plate to get the smoke to not turn it off.  I grabbed a plate and helped her.  About 2 minutes later the alarm went off.  So we went left.  This was like12:30 at night.  A boy who lives in the apartment next to us, he just left rigth when we got outside.  A lot of people were mad at us and they were liking, "Who did that?  It was 401."  When we told them that we did it we got evil glares.  Its not like we put our bread on fire on purpose.  The fire fighters came and turned the alarm off.  We went back up to our building and they were waiting for us.  We told them about the bread and they left.  The boy came back and pur other friend left.  We started to eat the noodles.  We still had a butt load left.  2 of my roommates and the boy and I went to every door and put a handful of speghetti in front of their doors.  Well thats what they get for thinking we did that on purpose.

Yah that was our great midnight run of random food and almost burning down our apartment.  Our RA wasn't even there.  What the heck!!!!

Bokken

GAH!!!!!  I got to use a Bokken today!!!!!! For those of you who don't know what a bokken is, a bokken is a wooden sword.  I have alway's wanted to use one.  In Rurouni Kenshin, Yahiko and Kaoru uses one all the time.  I finallly got to use one!!!!

Self

I haven't been myself lately.  I haven't been the happy giddy person I was in high school.  Im starting to miss that person.  I will be myself.  I want to be myself.  I feel like if I keep on being quiet, my cool happy side will go away.  "Come back!!!!!"

Cutie Roommates.

My roommates are the best.  They are hilarous and so cute!!!  I enjoy hanging out with them and having a good laugh.  Im glad I was put with them. :)

Huge Screen

Im at the TSC on campus.  The screen is huge!!!!  Its wiggin me out and Im thinking people are just staring at my computer watching everything that I am doing.  This weird but I still have 45 minutes until Institute and I don't want to go back to the dorm because then I would just have to leave to come back.
I got my phone back but I or my sister did not keep my sim card so I am starting over from the beginning.  Im kind of mad about it but it is kind of my fault.  Darn.  Now the Android market doesn't have to soundboards for Zelda that I want.  Shoot.

CAUTION

Caution: I make random noises, I say stupid things, I do stupid things, I do random things.

Today I went to IWA, institute womens association.  We met together with IMA, institute mens association.  We carpooled to someones farm and played mud volleyball.  The volleyball didn't last that long.  We ended up thowing mud at each other and wrestling people to the ground.  I got clobered cause I wasn't that dirty.  I clobered people back.  I got it in my mouth, that didn't taste that good.  I also got it on my eyelashes and that was a hard time seeing.  The soaked us off with cold water.  I was freezing but still quite dirty.  They had hot chocolate, which didn't warm me up, and a fire.  It was pretty fun just getting down and dirty.  That would be really fun to do with a bunch of friends or my roomies.  Hahaha my roomies would make it crazy good.

Theory

I had this theory that popped into my head while I was eating dinner.  Here it is: Disney and Walmart are already a big company.  Disney owns Marvel and Walmart has a store like in every city.  There is two where I live at.  Soon Diseny and Walmart are going to join forces.  They will then take over the world together.  They will rule together for a couple of years.  One will rebal against the other and there will be a major fight between to rulers.
I don't know how it ends after that I guess one will win and the other will die and the followers of the dead ruler will go against the new ruler and they will try and kill all of them off.  Does this remind anyone of the good old X-men with the government trying to kill the mutants?

I had way to much energy today.  I don't why I did but I just had a lot.  I got home from my one class and sat on my computer.  I got bored of doing that so I decided to go ride my bike down to my bank which is down by Walmart.  Just to let you know there is a lot of hills coming up.  Going down was fine.  I thought my brakes wouldn't stop me fast enough at the stop signs and lights.  So I go to my bank.  I decided to go to the mall that was right across the street.  That mall is tiny!!  But there are some cool stores.  I bought a shirt and flip-flops for 5 dollars.  There is this store in the mall called "Fun Unlimited."  They had games for every game station made, they had the game stations and contollers, books, movies, music and a arcade center.  I almost died in excitment.  Once I get more money I am going back to by some gameboy color games and possibly a game boy advance or a DS.

Its been a good day so far.  I still have Aikido and I am excited.  It helps calm me down and to release all the energy I have.

Bachelor Pad Final!!!

Just sittin watchin the Bachelor Pad Final with my roommates and eating pizza.  What joyess fun!!!!! XD

Dreams

I had a dream last night that I had a boyfriend.  Cute right?  We held hands and cuddled.  Woke up and *bam* no boyfriend.  Guess Im to cool for that right now.... :)

Sunday Dinner

A couple of nights ago we went and hung out with some boys.  One of my roommates knew one of them through her cousin.  We invited them to dinner.  So they came over today.  They were all return missionarys.  We made this big dinner with roast and mash potatos and we made cookies for dessert.  We ate out in our hall cause our dorm is not big enough for 8 people. 4 of us and 4 of them.  We sat and laughed and talked about things we liked and did.  We came into our dorm, while a few of us were cleaning the boys were tealing stories about hunted places.  They were freaky.  Me and one of my roommates want to go do somethings.  It would be exciting.  They told us about how if you go to those things its like you are inviting evil spirits to come to you.  One of my roommates told us a story of how her dad saw Satan and Judas.  That freaks me out.  And her sister couldn't moved because she was possessed.  That freaks me out but makes me want to learn more about this in our gospel.  The plus side was that they were all cute.  2 of them were from the place we invited and the other 2 were fillers for the missing 2.

Still wanting to go to a haunted place.  I would porbably freak.  So I should go with someone who I can cling onto.  Hahaha

College Football

Today was the first college football game.  Its different from my high school games.  They don't do as much cheers and there is a bnch of other things they do differently.  The other team fans did a slow clap.  It reminded me of high school.  My high school loved slow claps.  We did them all the time.  The band is huge but really quite.  You could barely him them on the feild.... it was sad.

I hung out with Frodo today.  It was nice to chill with him and we just talked about everything and we were being open about it.  He came to the game but we were sitting there for like 1 hour and it started to rain and he was tired so he left.  I wasn't offended or anything.  We won 53 to 17.  Wow near the end I just wanted to fall over and sleep.

They had the kissing camera and I was freaking that they would put it on me and the guy standing next to me.  They did someone close so I was lucky.... I might not be next time.  Im still VL.  I don't want to kiss a stranger.

Im so tired but Im still going to stay up with my roomies.  : )

Laundry

I hate doing laundry.  In my dorm there are only 2 washers and 2 dryers.  The first week I only used one because I thought that somone was going to come down and use the other.  I was down there for like 2 and a hald to 3 hours.  It took forever.  Then last week I used both, somebody actually came down to use the other but I used both.  Darn.  So today I came to the main building where they have a lot of them.  Its more comfortable.  I came early, which I was glad because there is a lot of people here right now.  If you ever need to go do your laundry I recommend taking your laptop or something to do.

I hate titles

I really do hate titling things so title this one by yourself.... :)

Yesterday my phone decided not to show me the screen anymore.  Thats the only way I can talk to people from home, friends living out of state, family, people calling for jobs.  I sent it to my sister who will send it to the company.  Well to bad for that.  I have to wait until sometime next week and mostly likely the week after.  I hope I get it soon.  I feel like half of me is gone.  I also feel like I am in high school again where I did not have a cell phone and was left out on all the cool adventures people were having.  They rarely invited me because they texted everyone and if you didn't have a phone you would either be invited at school or have someone tell you are just not be invited.  Oh and theres facbook too....  The only way was if Cazier, the kid I liked, got called I was most likely going to get called too.  Sometimes not even at that but whatever I have a phone now and I don't live with those people anymore.

You have to know this about me if you ever want to talk about me with me..... I like to stray away from what we really want to talk about and get on another subject.  I don't know why I do it.  Its probably because Im scared for the outcome or Im scared cause I might cry or I just don't want people to know the crap and worry about me.  Most likely all of those above.  My YW leader can testify on that.  I always did that to her but she was patient and got me back on track.

My roommates and I stayed up late last night talking.  It was fun.  I liked just chilling with them and talking.  It was funny.  We got on random subjects.  It was cool.

I fixed my bike so don't worry about that anymore.  I went to the bike store that is on campus and they fixed it for free and told me that I could come in and the tools there were for anyone to use on there bikes.  I thought that was pretty darn spify.

This song is just stuck in my head. 
Forfeit by Chevell

Hair

After I took my shower I was hanging out with my roomies.  One of my roommates told me I showed defuse my hair... yah crazy hair lingo.  So I decided to try it.  I had to bend down and use this blow dryer add on thing.  When I stood up my hair was out at the sides sticking out.  Hahahaha didn't work that way.  We are going to try it a different way tomorrow.  My hair is so crazy that the only thing I can do half the time is put it up in a ugly ponytail.

I read somewhere that guys are attracted to how attravtive the girls hair is.  Im trying to see if it works..... so far Im still stuck in ponytail mode.  Im trying to find other ponytail styles I can do.  I've been trying a lot of styles.  Half of them I have made up.




I think someone tried to steal my bike today.  My handle bar was all messed up when I got back from my Institute class.  That makes me depressed.  There was a million other bikes around and they had to go for mine.  Darn those idiots.

Scrapped Knees

My knees hace like a million scratch's and marks on them.  Just add like 3 more from today and it will get better.  Yesterday at lava hot springs I was walking under the slides and the diving platforms we were going back to my parents and I fell cause it was slippery.  I took a chunk out of my right knee.  I felt so sick and my knee was bleeding but I didn't mind.  Then today I was walking down the stairs with my newly found friend from Aikido and I missed a step and fell down the stairs.  Don't worry I missed the last step but the ground was carpet so I got rug burn and know both my knees are bloody.  They still burn but its cool.

I was riding my bike back from Aikido and its dark cause its like 8:30.  I almost got hit by like 3 people.  Come on.  Do you really not know what share the road is?

Blurbs

My family came up last night and I hung out with last night and today.  We went to Lava Hot Srings in Idaho.  It felt so nice but it was a long drive from where we were at.  I went off a 32 foot high dive platform.  Oh man I thought I was going in straight as a pencil but when I landed my back hurt and I was thinking that I wasn't going to be able to get up and swim out. Luckily I did but it hurt like heck and my back still hurts.  But the Olympic swimming pool was cool.  I did a bunch of slides that I would never do in High School.  It was awesome.  I loved the mineral pool.  It was hot but it felt nice and each pool was hotter or cooler then the others.  It felt nice to just sit there and relax.

On our way back to my college town we stoped by Walmarts.  We were going through getting me some more healthier food.  On our rounds we saw Frodo.  It was cool to see him there but I also saw one of his roommates and a girl.  My heat skipped a beat for some reason.  I couldn't coprehend why my heart skipped.  (I know you are reading this and nc I know you are too but this is what I felt and what I thought at the moment)  I was out of it at the check out line.  I texted him to see who was that was.  When he replayed that it was his neighbor and she liked his roomie I was happy.  I don't like like this friend.  We have just been really good friends from kindergarten.  It felt like I was losing a friend.  Hahaha it was weird to feel that about him.  But I would be happy to see him get a girl or stay with my bestie.  :)

Notice

I've noticed lately that I like to.... not favor but like something a lot to an extent where its not healthy.  Like T.V. Shows or books.  Pretty sure something is wrong with me if that happens a lot.  I probably need to get out more.... Its getting easier as the day's go by but also somethings are getting harder.  I don't know how to explain that.  Its easier for me to live without my family and to live with 5 other girls but like other things are hard.  Still don't know how to explain it.

Its hard for me to see my friends to go through such hard times.  I hate to see them and read what is happening in their lives and how hard it is for them.  I just want to take all their pain away from them.  I know that would mean that I would have all the pain but I am good at hiding the pain.  Well at least I think I am.
I feel like crying.  I don't know why.  All my emotions are bubbling at the same time.  I wont cry cause my roommate is in the room with me.  So many hard things has happened in my life.  I hate talking about my life.  Only a few select know about those hard times.  My older sister didn't even know until awhile after something happened.

I hate talking about my life cause I don't want people to worry about me and I don't want the special treatment people give you when you are hurt.  I make my life a facade in so many different ways.  With my friends during High School I rarely talked about myself and what I am going through.  But I have those friends who go to friends for the help.  I envy them sometimes.

I really need to talk to someone.  I just don't want to be judged.  I know that if I talk to someone I will start crying and I don't want to cry in front of them.  So many times I wanted to talk to someone.  All those times I did not.  I know everyone has those hard times and each person has a different thing to say to help me through those hard times but I just can't.  Maybe I should start talking to someone.  Who?  I don't know.  Any offers?  :)

I thought that coming up to college I could forget about all those difficult times and start over but no, all those hard times have to come rushing back in.  I don't know what to do....

I need to talk to someone.

Preachy

This might sound preachy or something but this is how I feel.  This weekend 4 roomies went home and the other had her family coming up.  She hung out with them all day and then they invited me to go see 17 miracles with them last night.  I really liked that movie.  It was about the LDS pioneers and the miracles they had on their journey to Salt Lake City.  Yes I did cry.  When I feel the spirit I do cry.  Deal with it.  But anyways it reminded me about when I went on the Trek with my stake.  When we went to Wyoming it rained sideways pretty much the whole time.  After everyone thought it was a good experience we had to have weather that was close to what the actual pioneers had.  They all said they would bring warmer clothes but I would keep it the exact same way it was.  Bringing clothes would change the hardship we went through and it would change the experience.  The only warm thing I brought was my light, and when I say light I mean light, jacket.  In the mornings it would be nice and through the day it would be cloudy but by dinner time it would be raining sideways and the wind would be like at least 60 miles an hour.  One day one of the bus drivers told us that he saw funnels forming in the clouds and the wind was like 90.  That was pretty scary but cool at the same time.  My favorite part about the Trek was the womens pull.  One of the lady's who is married to one of the counselors in the Stake Presidentry was telling us how we need each other and how we need to be strong for the young men.  I was crying and she had us say the young women theme I couldn't say it cause I was balling. 
We did the womens pull and after we met together again and the young men met together.  I don't remember what she said but the young men then said "Hurrah for the women of Israel" three times and then they threw there hats in the air.  I cried, again and we did a gaint young women group hug.  That was my favorite of all.
Thats what the movie made me remember.  Brother Savage, near the end, said "I would look back to see who was helping me pull the wagon but would find no one. I knew the angels were helping."  That touched me.  It made me remember all those times I have been touched by the angels and those who help me.  It makes me tingle/feel the spirit just thinking about it.
I haven't felt the spirit in for awhile.  I was taking these pills that would help my stupid hormones get on track.  I had to stop taking them for some reasons.  But during those like 5 months it was harder for me to feel the spirit.  When I was at girls camp I only felt it a little.  Now that I am off of them and they are out of my system I can feel it.  It makes me so happy that I can feel it.
I know its preachy but I wanted to get it off my chest.  I know that the LDS church is true and I know that President Monson is a true Prophet of God.  I know that my Savior lived and died for me.  I know I will be with him and my family again.  I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.  :)

Bachelor Pad

I blame my roomie.  She got me stuck on Bachelor Pad.  I like laughing at the drama and the stupid people who are on it.  Haha its really funny.  Ugh they had a kissing contest and it was absolutly disgusting.  Some of the people were sucking some faces off.  Ugh gross.

Today I went and hung out with Frodo.  Im all by myself cause 5 of my roommates went home and 1 is hanging out with her family all day so I told him and he asked to go get some drinks at the school.  So I went over and unfortunaly the store was closed.  So we walked back to his dorm and talked for a little bit.  I was texting my roomie roomie that I was going to hang out with him and she was all like "Do you like each other?"  hahaha that made me laugh.  Hahaha I had to explain to her about him and my bestie.  Haha I told him and he had to laugh too.  It was just really funny.  He also told me that he might ask me to one of the formal dances at the school.  I didn't really think about it then but now it makes me think "cute!"  Just cause he is one of my closest friends and I would be going to a formal dance.

So lately I have been reading a lot of Stargate Fanfiction about Major Samantha Carter and Colonel Jack O'neill.  I have also began re-watching Stargate Sg-1 for like the 5th time.  There is 10 season.  Its only good up until the end of season 8.  Season 9 and 10 has different people and different enemies....  But anyways.  Its weird to go from reading Fanfic to watching the show.  In the show they would not act like what the fanfics say.  Well most of the fanfics.  But I love to read fanfic.  They just are so intresting.  There are the "what ifs" of things.

That was my blurb for the day.... haha XD

Angry?

Kind of feeling a little mad at some people right now.  Im not going to say who one of them is but it made me mad what they said over text.  Then there is this person from home who Im pretty sure she doesnt want to talk to me ever again.  She was my awesome young women leader who helped me through a lot and I try texting her sometimes and she doesn't answer.  Pretty sure she kind of never wants to see me ever again and if I came back to our ward she would just ignore me or try again.  Im so blah right now.  I want to call my friend but I don't know if she is working or if she has minutes.... gr.