Home

I can't wait to go home.  Yah I was home last week but I was hanging out with friends all last week.  This week I get to hang out with my family.  I get to hang out with my best friends who I haven't seen for months.

Im going home Friday.  Im thinking of having my mom come pick me up, I don't want to but I want to hang out with her.  I want to go to City Creek with her and just hang out.  A mother daughter date.  Thats what I want.  I miss her and I want hang out with her, have her all to myself for a few hours.

That night I might have an easter egg hunt with some of my closest friends.  Saturday I am going to watch General Conference with my family and then hanging out with my best friend Raegyn.  We are going to have a party!!!  She is a hair stylist and I am kind of giving her free range to my hair... lets see how this turns out... haha.

Sunday I will be with my family all day.  With my neice too.  Sweet.  I am so excited.  I will come back, go to family prayer and most likely watch a movie with Slade and Christy.  I am just super excited to go home to my family!  :)

Holi Fest

It ended up being Slade and I going to the color fest, Christy was supposed to come but she ended up not coming with us.  So we both left.  Having been after an awkward week and talking about it on Friday, we pulled threw it and spent the whole weekend together.  We went to the color fest together, saw hunger games, watched a documentary tell 3 am, went to church, watched pokemon and we got to get to know each other better and who each other really was.  I enjoyed going to Orem with Slade.  He is probably going to be one of my best friends by the end of this school year.

After walking to the temple, we were already attacked

Slade before the actaul damage.

Me with my, I can't believe you said that face.

After partying it up.

Leaving my friends at a resteraunt... this picture kind of creeps me out.

At my house.

Yuba Lake

Im not going to lie.  This Spring Break has been amazing.  Hanging out with Slade and playing Halor for 4 hours each night has been way fun.  Then going to Yuba with Christy Williams, Slade Goodrich and Andrew Thompson was even better.

I enjoyed every single bit of it.  Even the times when they were laughing at me.  I am so gratefuly for going with those amazing people and gettting to know them more.  These people are the ones that I want to keep in my life forever.

dear princess....

Calling

I quite being an RA.  I just didn't have the right feelings for it.  I was super excited to, but then during the class I just didn't get the same feelings for it so I decided not to do the last project and even see if I got in to being an RA or in ther alternates.  It kills me not to know but Im fine with it also cause the Lord doesn't want me to be an RA.

I have this feeling that something life changing before or during summer is going to happen.  I don't know what it is.  Marriage, but I don't have a man so that one is kind of out.  Death of a family or friend, I surely hope not.  I don't know what.  This is also killing me, wondering what is going to happen.

I thought for my whole life that I was going to be the working mom.  But now, after being in Perparing for a Celestial Marriage and just being up here at college, I want to be a stay at home mom but with a back up job, just in case something happens.  I feel like my calling is to be a mom and not be at school.  That also may be because I suck at school and I am better at doing homely things.