Today has probably been the saddest day in my life so far. Slade has been applying to schools for pharmacy. He applied to U of U and that is the school that we were hoping slade would get into.
We got the denial email today. Immediately I started to crying. I couldn't help it. I know that it's probably for the best but it mad me so sad.
I'm so afraid to move to another state, to not be by my family and friends. I'm afraid while I am gone, that something will happen to my family and I won't be able to get to them in time.
I'm afraid my best friends will get married while I'm not here.
I'm afraid people won't except me and my views.
I know it's for the best and I am trying not to cry every 5 seconds but I can't stop.
We will see where we go in a few weeks.
Believe it or not, people are actually really accepting here. More so than in Utah. Accepting of everything.
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