Asking

Asking can be the scariest thing for a person.  Especially me.  I don't like asking cause I am afraid of the wrong answer so instead of asking I sit and wait while the worry and nervousness is building inside of me.

I asked my RA today to the dinner/dance/date thing.  I don't know why I was so nervous.  Probably because I was worried that he would refure to the rules of RA's not going on dates with residents.  The nervosness was building up all day.  I was freaking out.  I knew that I wanted to ask today I was just afraid when and where and who with.

After our little Karaoke San Juan party and everyone left I asked him.  I was like "So I have a question."  I asked him if he knew what IWA and he knew and so I asked "So they are having a Dinner/Dance and I need and date and I was wondering if you would go with me?"  He went and checked his calender and he said he didn't have anything on his calender but he thought he had something that day.

He thought he had a concert and didn't know if it was on Wenesday or Friday.  He told me he would get back to me and so I got his number.... muhaha.

I really hope he doesn't have a concert that night and he goes with me.