High School Friends

Awhile back I talked to a few of my high school friends.  We decided we wanted to see everyone.  So I planned for a party.  It happened today at my house.  I probably invited at least like 30 people..... how many showed up?  Let me count.  At least 15, I think, I didnt want to count.  The thing is, it was the group that was out casted from the other group.  The other group that over took ours and took half our friends and shunned the rest.   I worked my way into that group but still stuck with the rest.  It was a hard senior year.  Believe me.  So it turned to be that group that showed up, a few that was really apart of both.  Then he showed up..... 2 hours late.  It was actually funny.  We were playing Quelf, a vvery exciting game.  We acted as friends.  I enjoyed it.  Ask me if I like him.  I will tell you ask me again in a month or so.  I used to hate him.  Now I enjoy being just friends.  Not the best friends we were but friends.  Everyone left, I was giving people hugs before they were leaving.  He was up.  I was going to give him a handshake cause I didnt know what he wanted.... he actually hugged me, believe that is weird for the both of us.  It was a good hug.  A tight hug.  A hug that best friends give each other.  Yah, it was good.  These party's I have go to show the ones that actually still care and the ones that will still be with me until the end.... or close.

Orem

I don't want to see him, but at the same time I want to know how he is doing.  The guy that I liked a lot in high school.  The guy that was my best friend until he didn't want to be anything more the guy that ignored me for a year and a half.

I want to see what he is up to see if he still thinks about how horrible things were in high school between us.

Maybe he will show up at the party tomorrow, maybe he will be nice and laugh at all the stupid things I say.  Or maybe it will be awkward and we don't even talk to each other.

I want to be honest here, Im feeling a little left out.  Left out from room 401.  I feel like the odd man out.  The person from Orem, the girl that no one knows about.  The girl that is there and is going through life.  The girl that is undeclared, likes a guy, hangs out with others then them.  The girl that feels like if she opens up she will be judged in a quickie.  The thought of leaving has run through my mind enough for me to actually think about it.  The decision has been to stay to pull through and to keep moving forward, hoping something great will come out of next semester.  Something amazing, something like becoming their best friend.  That is my hope, but coming down here to Orem and hanging out with Christy for 2 weeks made me realize I am completely different from them.  I am as different as a circle to a square.

I have a feeling that next semester is going to be a great semester.  In school and in making new friendship.... possibly even boy's.

I really hope next semester will be better then this last semester.

Christmas?

This does not feel like Christmas.  I was not here for all the family traditions we do.  There was no snow.  I was away busy in college not thinking about Christmas.  I was thinking about how I was going to pass my classes and how I am going to even be able to go to college next semester.  My mind was not on Christmas.

I get back, Christmas tree is up, lights are up, cards are on the wall, Christmas gifts are on the table and presents under the tree, Christmas movies were on, sales were crazy.... etc.

That is how our Christmas is but I was gone for most of it.  I get back and I feel like I am living another life.  Things were the same when I left, plus Christmas stuff.

It was weird to come back and feel like I was still in high school but not feeling the Christmas spirit.

The main thought I heard today, which is a great thought, is; Christ is a shinny present under the tree, waiting for you to open, to recieve and to accept him.

I hope all your Christmas's were bright.  I hope you remembered the true meaning and celebrated Christ's birth.  I hope you felt the spirit and had a wonderful time with your family and friends.

Merry Christmas!

Adventures with Christy

Went to Idaho with Christy.  That was crazy fun.  Drove everywhere with a plastic window.  It broke, almost died from 3 semis.

Our car broke down.  Not even ours.  It was Christy's grandpa's.  She lost her phone.  We went to a Jazz game.  It was crazy fun!

Lonely

Today was supposed to be a good day.  I was supposed to have dinner with my RA.  We agreed on it last night.  Christy was gone at a family re-union and I didn't want to have dinner by myself.

He sat by me in church and after the first talk and at the beginning of the second talk he left.  He never came back.  I texted him after church to see if he wanted to still have dinner.  This girl in my ward invited me to go with her to dinner.  Half an hour later after church, she calls me and said her plans fell through and that she was going to have dinner with someone else.  I told her I was still trying to find Tyler.  She saw him and he told her that he had to work in the office.  I ended not going with her.

After the call, he texted me saying he had to go work in the office and he couldn't make dinner.  We texted for a little bit.  I was a bit sad.  I had been a little emotional all day long.

Today was also the day my home ward was changing.  I get a text from one of my besties in my home ward, they had moved us.  I was not happy.

Later I called my mom, they moved the part that made the 3rd ward and was in the 4th ward into the 5th ward and the 3rd ward was still the same.  I cried when she told me.  I was feeling very lonely.  I decided that I am still going to go to the 3rd ward.  I don't care what people say, Im going to my home ward.

I cried this morning when my friend ask me why I wasn't in my home ward cause it would be our last.  I cried after Tyler texted me, I cried to my mom.  I cried about 5 more times after that.  I was just crying a lot and I needed someone to be there but everyone was gone.

Christy finally came back, we played ping-pong, that let some of the saddness out.  He sat there while we played for a little bit.  Christy also asked me why I liked him, honestly, I listen to my heart (cheesy, right?) my heart just gets all these feelings for him and that is why I like him.

This day gets the random day award.

My favorite song right now.  I like it a lot.

Starring into my eyes

Travis and I were coming back from the lundstrum.  I had to go talk to "him" because I am going to be the last one here and I needed to tell him that.  We ended up talking a lot cause Travis brought up random things the whole time.

Pretty much the whole time, "him" was watching me the whole time.  Even when Travis was talking he would watch me.  When either "him" or I would talk we would just look at each other, I would be the first to look away cause I started to feel awkaward.

I talked to Nancy about it later, we came up with the response of him seeing my reaction to yesterday and my reaction to what we were doing.

Yah that is a no from him.  Ugh, I can't believe it.  I really just want to go with him.  These things always happen to me.  Why do they always happen?  I don't know.  They just do and it hurts most of the time it happens.

I wanted cry about an hour later he told me he couldn't.  That was when it finally setteled in.  I was so heart broken.  I just needed someone to cry to.  I ended up not, I ended up looking stronger then I really am.

I still feel the need to cry into someones arms.   Not just about this, about the other million things that happen too.

The feelings of yesterday.

Okay so I hate putting people's names on here I just feel like something bad is going to happen if I do put their name on.  But I have seen a lot of blogs with people's name on them and nothing has happened to them or their friends so I guess I will start using people's names.

Yesterday was a day filled with many feelings.  I woke up by the knocking on our door's cause Christy's roommates were coming to get her to open their presents.  I went back to bed but then Christy texts me an hour later and asks me if I would like to have pancakes.  So I went down and watched them open presents and then took their "family" pics.  It was cute to see how well they worked together and how much they loved each other.

The Linger Longer was fun.  I chilled with Christy, Cole, Brice, Shacy and Alecee.  We decorated cookies and chilled.  It was pretty dang fun.

Church was amazing.  Sacrament was the Christmas program.  Chris Brown, a kid in our ward, sang and I felt the spirit so much when he sang.  It was so beautiful.

Ward Prayer was good, like always.  There was 3 musical numbers and they were all good.  One was a girls camp song, I had to laugh.  Then our devotional was by the compasionate committee.  We wrote on a peice of paper someones name in our ward and something nice about them.  I chose Shacy and Christy.  Shacy because I got to hang out with her all week and have a good time and Christy cause I also got to hang out with her all week and she is just super cute.

Shacy and I were going to make muffins and give them to people but then we didn't.  We went to Shacy'a friends, CJ, to give him a note and some candy to help him through finals.  We dropped them off at his door and ran out.  We came back and I just had to ask him, he will be known as him, I am not using his name.

I was freaking out.  Shacy was sitting in the lobby and I was freaking out by the door.  I knocked on the door, Austin asked who it was, "Wizerd of Oz." (said B) "What's the password?" (said A) "Bob Marely is Awesome." (said B) "Wrong" (said A) "Austin is awesome." "Correct." (said A) The door opened and him was hiding behind it.

Austin asked who I needed and I pointed to him. "Do you like the Jazz?" (said B) "Yah" (said H) "Well I have 2 tickes and I was wondering if you would like to go with me." (said B) "Hm what day?" (said H) "21st." (said B) "What month?" (said H) "This month." (said B) "That is a...." (said H) "Wednesday." (said B) He checked his calender. "Do it Tyler! Go with her!" said Austin. "Are you going to be staying up here?" (said H) "I don't know yet." (said B) I wanted to tell him that I needed to see if he could go or not but I didn't. "Well you see I work until the 22nd and I have to be on call and I haven't checked the scheduale yet. And I have to be on call for 3 of those 6 day's." (said H) "So pretty much 50/50 chance." (said B) "Excatly." (said H) "Well thats fine...." (said B) "I will get back to you soon. Probably tomorrow." (said H) "Okay, thanks." (said B) Something like that.

I then showed them that thing that I got at the auction that I haven't used yet, so you can't know yet.

I came up and was talking to Shacy.  I was just thinking about something we talked about before.  So here is what I think.  I have never been in a serious relationship with anyone, I have never been in any kind of relationship.  I believe that I had done something really important in the Pre-Mortal life to have Heavenly Father save me from hurt or that he has something planned for me in the future and he is going to give me one person and they will be the one.  Everytime I think about it I just feel warmth, comfort from my Heavenly Father.  I trust in Heavenly Father that whatever happens that it is the right thing and it will all work out.

I love Christmas.  I found this awesome picture

The true importance is not the presents that santa brings, it is Christ's birth.

Auction

Last night was my last time in IWA, sad, right?  I was sad but we had an amazing time.  We had dinner at our leaders house and then we listened to the testimonies from some of the prophets and apostels.  We then had an auction.  They gave each of us fake money.  We each had thirty dollars.

Our leader had a lot of stuff.  She had been saving this stuf for the past year.  There was purses, scarves, photo albums, roller blades, sun glasses, gloves, hats, picture frames, quotes, candles, lotion, perfume,  bracelets, clothes, pajama's, socks, scary stuffed animals, and last but not least 2 tickets to a jazz game.  I was determined to get them.

We started off.  I didn't get some of the things I wanted cause some people were crazy hard for some.  The tickets were up in the frist 10 mintues.  I hadn't spent anything yet.  I wanted them.  It was me and this girl who kept biding higher and higher.  I bid 17, she stopped.  I got them!!!  I was so happy.  I then thought immediatly who I wanted to take.  Guess who.  Yes him.  I have to ask him now.  Hopefully it is less "datie."

So the night goes on.  I get some sunglasses, a surprise bag full of watch's earings and rings, some candle holders, a man fishing and something that will be revealed later on.  Im excited to use it but you are going to have to wait to see what it is.  Muhahaha

San Juan 401 Christmas Party

As roommates we had a Christmas Party Sunday night.

We started cooking dinner after we got home from church.  We had lasagna, salad, garlic bread and green beans.

We then cleaned the dishes and headed to go take family pictures

The best picture of the night.

Look at the eyes of the girl on the guy.  Best picture ever!!!!  Hahahahhahahahahahhahhahahahaha

We then went to family prayer and then started making our cookies.

We then opened presents that we had for each other and then chilled and then made ornaments and watched Elf.

It was a fun crazy night.

Scream

At 11:59 pm last night me and a few others screamed at the top of our lungs for about 30-45 seconds.  It wasn't quite hours yet so we decided to do it then and stop at 12 am.

Our RA came running up a few minutes after that.  The four of us who screamed ran into the kitchen and hid.  The other got the door and was like "I don't know what you are talking about."  She came back into the living room and sat.  He searched their apartment.  We decided we looked to suspicious so we ran to the couch's.  He came in at that point.  He was a little concerned until he saw his roommate and he started busting out laughing.

Oh the joy's of San Juan and the many adventures that it brings.  I love it.

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This is to you roommate, you know who you are....... you sleep in room A if you didn't get it...... laugh all you want at my blogs.

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Good Day

Wednesday was a good day.  Yah I know its Friday but I haven't found the time to blog until now.  It first started off with me leaving math and going to the bus.  A friend showed up and then another friend and we were just chatting.  They were 2 guys from my building and we just talked about pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh.  That was pretty awesome.

Later I was leaving to go to my next class and the bus was late but no worries I had a lot of friends around and we were keeping ourselves pretty entertained.  The bus came and guess who came off?  Right, the dude I like, we were talking about how he finally rode the bus.  I turned around for a second to see how many people were still getting on the bus and then I turned back to him.  Right when I did that he was about to say something.  He started to say "Hey..." Something like that and then he said later.  What did he want to say, you ask?  Well I ask the same thing..... still.

People kept texting me and I felt loved and I had a great time at IWA and then I just chilled with my cutie roomies plus our 2 people who pretty much live here.  I also got to see him again but he didnt say anything but there were people so Im guessing that was why.

It was just a good day and now I have a challenge..... Im not telling you it because its awesome and I really hope I can do it.

Home or Aprt?

Finally made it back to my home in Logan.  I have missed it.  Don't get me wrong about actually going home to see my family and friends, it was great, but there is also a reason I came up here to school.... to get away from all that drama!!!!!  I get home and hung out with my friends, all nighter.  Then all this drama starts up with this friend and a rumor and now I am thinking that he is thinking that I started it cause some people told him that I did and I never even told them anything.  Okay, he can be pissed at me, he can ruin a friendship if he wants, I have tried to many times to save this and I am done.

I cam back up here and "whoo!"  I feel so much better and I feel like I have all this energy to do something great.  I came back and went to Ward Prayer.  Can I tell you how much I love Ward Prayer?  It is awesome.  I love it a lot.  All the people and the spirit make it great.

Im excited for the next 3 weeks of being up here and hanging out.  Im sad that its only 3 weeks and then a month down home and then come back up.  I want it to be like 5 weeks and like 3 weeks of home or like 2.  Not a month.  But whatever, I can chill with more people for longer and do some crazy things down home.... even though I have no money and there is really nothing to do down there.

Party!!!!

Monday night:  3 of my roommate and our 7 roomie and I stayed up tell 4 in the morning making bracelets.  That was randomly weird but fun.  Each of us were like "We should go to bed."  Nope we kept on making bracelets.

Tuesday: Got a ride home with my roomie her friend and my friend.  It was fun and cramped but I got to come home.  I hung out with my cutie friends.  We started off playing some Just Dance 3 and watching a movie, and painting nails.  Then some left and we talked another left, it was just 3 of us at 1:30.  We watched some more movies then played some more games.  I was so tried from the night before.  I was falling asleep. 

Wednesday: We went to bed around 6 and I slept until 10:00 then for another 45 minutes.  I was still super tired.  We played more games and talked.  I came home and helped my mom out.  I finally watched Harry Potter part 2.  I found it really funny at parts.  Hahaha.

Thursday: Today is the day to eat.  It is also the day to be thankful.  I am thankful for my family and friends.  For the friends down here in my home town who still care about me and still want to be friends.  For the new friends I have made up at college.  I am thankful for my roomies and the people in my building that are like my roomies.  I am thankful for the building I live in and all the wonderful people.  The ward I am in both home and college.  I am thankful for the trials that I have, they have shaped me to who I am now.

I am thankful for to Heavenly Father for sending me down at this time to know all these people.  I am thankful for being in the LDS church.

HAVE A GREAT THANKSGIVING!!!!

Dates

My roommate saw a post on another persons blog about going on 100 dates before your married.  I just want to see how many dates I have been on and how many people I have been with.

1. Tyler Ely
2. Andrew Cazier
3. Andrew Cazier
4. Koa Fisher
5. Andrew Cazier
6. Andrew Cazier (Why did I go on so many dates with this kid?!?!)
7. Kendall Pryor
8. Alex Judd (Homecoming)
9. Isaak Wilhelm
10. Truman Blanchard
11. Jacob Worthington
12. Crystal Valesquez (Prom)
13. Eliya Abunuwara
14. Josh Bird

I don't remember who else!!!!!!

Talk

I gave a 10 minute talk in church today on Increasing Faith through Gratitude.  It had to be 10-13 minutes long.  Im pretty sure it was about 10, I don't know.  I was so scared at first and then I was like, I can keep doing this, but Im pretty sure the congregation is done with me.

I am grateful for my friends in my home town and up here at college.  Some of my friends in my home town still care about me and would love to see me all the time and I am grateful I can go back and not be forgotten.  I am thanful for the people up here who I can go to and cry and just chill and be myself with.  They are awesome.

My family is awesome.  I love chilling with them and not doing anything or beating each other up.  That is always fun to do.

I am grateful for a lot of things and the list can go on forever if I go into detail, but I am not.  I don't want to bore you.

Sleep

I need sleep!!!!  On Wednesday I stayed up pretty much all night.  It was registration for all freshman and it started at 12 am.  I was in my room with my roomie waiting for 12 am.  Once it hit all freshman logged into the website.  2 seconds later, the website crashes.

I decided to go down to the lobby and hang out with one of the girls from my building and her friends.  We watched movies and tried to get into the website.  I fell asleep on the floor around 2:30ish.  I woke up to someone walking into the building and slamming the door.  It was about 4:15.  I had a text from a friend to tell me to wake up.  I checked the website and it was up.

I woke up my friend and then her friends.  We started to sign up and get stressed cause of closed classes.  We stayed down there until 7:30, I went back to bed until 10:30.

I am so tires right now.  I need sleep and I am about to fall asleep right now.  wheee

Freshman

Right now all the Freshman are trying to register for next semester, we broke the website.  So all of the freshman are waiting for the webiste to start working and to register for our classes.  Pretty sure I am going to do an all nighter even though I have class tomorrow.  YAH!!!!!!

Giggle

I don't giggle, ever!!!  You have to know that about me.  But I did once on Monday.

We were at Casino Night, no money was involved.  We were learning how to play Texas Holdum and he walks in.  One of my roommates said something to me.  I giggled.  Me!  The none giggler, the less then a girly girl.  Only girly girls giggle.  Ugh, I giggled.

Aggies

Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!  USU vs. BYU was awesome!!!!  We so won and it was way awesome.  We waited outside all day yesterday, well I was in and out cause of class but still I went when I could.  We finally were let in at 5:30 and we got in fast.  We got okay/good seats.  We had to wait for another 1 hour and 1/2.  The game finally started and it was a close game.  The whole time we were sitting on edge.  We got ahead in the last half and stayed ahead.  I pretty much hurt my voice and it still hurts.  It was crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy fun.  I enjoyed this game a lot and I am glad that I sat out all day waiting in line.

Cry

Do you ever have those times you just want to cry?  I do.  Right now.  Silently crying inside doesn't cut it for me anymore.  Everything has just been building up inside me.  I have bottled away things that should not be bottled and they are getting to me.  I want to cry.  I want to be hold while I cry.  I want the motherly "It's okay."  The rubbing back and stroking hair, the rocking, the quite "sh," being with me until I am done crying and feeling better......

I hate crying.

Friends

I talked to my someone today about my high school friends.  We talked about how some of them don't even talk to me and pretty much will never talk to me ever again unless I go see them.  We decided that it doesn't matter if I go talk to them.  My future will not change if I talk to them.  So pretty much, I will probably not talk to them, only the ones that talk to me and still want to be friends with me.  The others... they miss out.

They can burn their bidges while I move on.  So ha.  ha. ha. ha. ha.

I like cheese....

Phantom

Last night I found out that I was refered to as the "phantom girl" cause my roomies could not get in touch with me.  I just had to laugh.  Hahaha I like that, the phantom girl.  Im sticking with that nickname.  Muhahaha.  Reminds me of the times my friends or myself would just dissapear in high school.  Oh those good times with the ninja's.

I still disappear now too, hm.... okay I like it, call me phantom girl.

p.s. phantom also means a type of car.... okay.... I don't want to be a car.  Its also a Justice League person and a Yu-Gi-Oh monster.... okay well then trying to find a picture does not work out very well.

My ears are bleeding, they are listening Justin Beiber.... AHHHH!

20X's

I have pretty much listened to this song 20 times in one day and possibly even more.  I have no clue why I even like this song but I like it a lot.

Like

He smiles, I smile. He laugh's I laugh. He talks, I listen. He hugs, I hug back. I ask, he answers. I look, he is looking. He brings a girl, I get jealous......

I like him

Dance

Pic from the IWA dance.

Last night was the IWA dinner dance.  I had a blast getting to know my date.  He is really funny and nice.  We pretty much just made jokes all night.  He had to eat 2 cheesecakes after dinner so he was about to die at the dance.  It was prety funny.

Am I destined to be alone forever?  All these couples make me sad.  I mean I am happy for them but I would love to also be in a relationship with someone.  I have never been in a relationship and all the dates I have gone on were just for fun.  Never romantic.

Will this happen to me someday?  The day I get to snuggle, hold hands, kiss, be myself without any worries, and be loved?

Awki

So I have his tie for one of my classes.  What a crazy day with a tie.  I would normally never see him but sense I have his tie I had to see him.  At the bus stop I was in a building waiting for the bus and he came and turned to look in and I turned really fast and walked around the building up to the front again.  I turned my back to him and he didn't get on the bus cause he said it was taking forever to get there.

I get to my building and one of the girls want to go hang out with them so I went with her after changing my backpack.  Oh man I thought it was so awkward cause I had his tie and I haven't even had the class yet and I wasn't giving it back just yet and we are just chilling in his room.  I was feeling ver awkward.

I still have it cause he didn't text me back when I asked him when I could give him his tie back.  It still has some of his smell left... hahaha.

What a great day with a tie.

Trick-or-Treat!!

Today was Halloween.  My roommates were awesome and we went to trick-or-treating.  2 of our roommates were not there and we had 2 friends join us.  We went to the rich houses.  Some of them gave really small peices of candy but I guess its because they get everyone cause they are big houses.

It was crazy fun and then we went to the haunted house that was in our main building.  I have never been in a realy haunted house so I was just like uh.....  I saw my RA and I just had to laugh at his acting.  It was really funny.  I was in the back of 3 people, we got split, I did not like being in the back.

I almost fell into the freakn chain saw.  We saw our roomie and she was just laughing.  That was funny.  We came back and sorted our candy that we got.  We traded and then put the reject candy into a bowl.  Its a pretty big bowl.

Good time with the roomies.

HOWL

The HOWL was a blast.  I went with 2 girls in my building and their guy's.  We had dinner at the guy's house and we went with them to the dance.  There was many intresting costumes there.  We mostly danced the whole time.  There was a lot of grinding around and you could smell smoke, beer, and drugs.  It was bad but just having a good time was good.

We went to the guy's house and played some games.  After awhile I got a feeling that I shouldn't be there so I told my friend and she told them to take us home.  The other girl decided to go home also.  They had their love dovey moments while I went inside and waited for my roomie.  I watched a kid play some ps3 games while waiting.  A kid came in a joined and so did our RA.  After she got home I decided  I needed to sleep cause it was already 3 and I needed to get up early and go to stake conference.

I got to hug my RA.  Cute!!!

Campfire

Last night I went and hung out with 2 girls in my building.  One of them had a guy over and they wanted to go tell scary stories.  The other girl and I went with her and we went and got 3 more guy's.  They were really funny.  We went up the canyon, up a long dirt road, to a pit.  The 4 guy's took forever to build a fire.  One kid talked about pee, his junk, and rape.  It was weird but really funny at the same time.  We told like 2 scary stories the whole time and they weren't even that scary.

I was crammed in the back with one of the boy's and one of the girls was in the front between two of the boy's.  The other girl was with her boy in another car.  We then hung out with RA and his roommate and his two friends.  We smelt like campfire really bad and RA was freaking out that we were going to touch him and make him smell like campfire.

Tonight is going to be a party!!!  Im going to be hanging out with two girls in my building and with some of the boy's from last night.  PARTY!!!

Hours

I hung out with the most randomist people in my building last night for 6 and 1/2 hours.  Oh my gosh.  It was crazy.  The most randomist things came up in our conversations.  It was crazy/random/fun.  The stuff you want to pretty much being every other night to chill and not freak out.

Random pet peeves

Random Pet Peeves:

1. When the light is left on and no one is in the room and will not be in the room.
2. When there is no toilet paper left and you just notice it right after you went to the bathroom.
3. This one is mostly a stresser, when I am late to something even if it is a small thing.  I like to be a few minutes early.
4. When my ride come later then said.
5. When people talk during a movie, especially a scary movie.
6. When full garbage is not taken out.
7. When some stranger is just watching you.
8. Text words... like u and r.
9. Fake people.... you know what I mean.
10. When you talk to someone and they pull out their phone to text someone and ignore you.

Partial Testimony

I really enjoyed church today.  We talked about Testimony and how to keep it and let it grow.  In Sunday school we talked about why we are here.  We are here because we have a purpose that only we can fulfil that no one else can fufil.  I really like that.

I feel like a better person up here at college, a better person in the church that is.  I want to be better and be a better Daughter of God who is going to be in the highest level of the Celestral Kingdon.  I want to be with my family and friends and most importantly to be with my Heavenly Father and my brother Jesus Christ.

A better person is who I am going to become.  I will make it through these trails I will have and become closer to Heavenly Father.  I love being a member of the church and I enjoy all the wonderful things that is brought from the church.  I love my Heavenly Father and brother Jesus Christ, Amen.

Great Night

I got to hang out with 7 other people.  We played in the abandoned trailer park.  We played Sardines.  There were two old buildings that reminded me of Slender Man.  The cops came and told us we should go play somewhere else.  They thought we were gangsters.  It was funny.

We then went back and one of the girls friend left.  We played the sock game.  RA brought us candy because we weren't at a official apartment building.  We then got a game from the girls on the second floor.  A boy who lives on the fourth floor and his friend joined us.  We played Hilarium and the telephone/cherade game.  Then signs for a while and then this game called Awkward.  One person is holdin key's and they choose a person to position them in any way.  They then hold their free hand and then the second person chooese's someone and they position them and then grab their hand and then so on and so fourth.

The person with the key's can drop them anytime and everyone has to get to a seat.  The person who does not have a seat is the key person.  It got awkward very fast and violent.  Our RA's roommate is huge and was just thowing people when they were on top of them.

Oh man what a great crazy night it has been.  We played until like 3.  I got glances from my RA and I was wondering what he was thinking about me.  I got to hold his hand during the knot game we played when waiting for the sardine person to hide and when playing the Awkward game.  It was cute.... hahaha.

It was a great crazy night and I can't wait to hang out with them again tomorrow.  : )

Cleverbot

Cleverbot: Good name.

User: What do I want?

Cleverbot: I don't know.

User: What do I want?

Cleverbot: I don't know, you decide.

User: What do I want?

Cleverbot: You want love.

User: Exactly!!! You win. *hug*.

Cleverbot: Right.

User: I love you. *kiss*.

Cleverbot: *kiss*.

User: Aw thanks.

Cleverbot: Do you love me?

User: Yes!!! *hug*.

Cleverbot: Sweet *kiss cheek*.

User: I got to know before we get serious here, are you going to cheat on me?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: I don't love you anymore.

Cleverbot: You didn't love me.

User: I did until you said you would cheat on me. *slap*.

Cleverbot: I wouldn't cheat on anyone. I am a nice person.

User: So you wont cheat on me?

Cleverbot: Haha.

User: So you will? You laughed, that means you will cheat on me.

Cleverbot: Thought you didn't like me?

User: I did but then I didn't cause you said you will cheat on ne.

Cleverbot: No I didn't.

User: Yes you did. I asked if you would and you said you will.

Cleverbot: I don't want to be your friend, you're mean to me.

User: You are the one who is going to cheat on me. I was going to be faithful all the way through but you don't want to be faithful to me.

Cleverbot: Ask me something weird.

User: Did you cheat on me?

Cleverbot: No, I didn't cheat on you. I just think we should get out of this relationship before something happens.

User: Okay, thanks for being honest. I will always still have a thing for you.

Cleverbot: What is the meaning of life?

User: To love someone with all you have.

Cleverbot: Try again.

User: Nope, Im pretty sure love is one of the answers.

Cleverbot: Nope.

User: Yes my kind sir, it is.

Cleverbot: So you're the meaning of life? That's huge!

User: Yes I am. Now bow down to me.

Cleverbot: For what?

User: For being the meaning of life. That means I am the most important person.

Cleverbot: That isn't nice.

User: You are not going to listen to your master? I will have you punished.

Cleverbot: I am listening to you right now.

User: Good, now bow down to me.

Cleverbot: No.

User: You are going to be punished greatly.

Cleverbot: I don't think so.

User: Your are going to regret saying these things to me. If you keep it up you are going to be put on death row.

Cleverbot: Your statements aren't connected to mine. If you keep straying from the conversation, it only convinces me more and more that you area robot.

User: Disobeying your master again? You are not going to see another day if you keep it up.

Cleverbot: But you're not a person.

User: My dear servant, you are the robot. That is why you should bow down to me.

Cleverbot: But nobody is superior to anybody.

User: I am the meaning of life, remember?

Cleverbot: You are not the meaning of life, this much I know.

User: We have agreed that I am.

Cleverbot: Aha yes.

User: So you remember now? Now bow down.

Cleverbot: Never!

User: You are banished from this land.

Cleverbot: A king with no subjects is a stupid position.

User: I have subjects. You so far are the worst subject of all, you are not going to be missed.

Cleverbot: No I didn't. I never said that.

User: I never said you said that. You are still the worst subject.

Cleverbot: Aisha?

User: Yes, she is one of my subjects.

Cleverbot: Nicew.

User: Yes it is. But you will never be able to see her cause you are banished from this land.

Cleverbot: Tell me then, what is the sound of a single hand clapping?

User: Who is the master?

Cleverbot: My master is Pip. He treats me well.

User: Are you sure?

Cleverbot: Yes!

User: Who is Inglip?

Cleverbot: Is that your secret identity?

User: Who is the master?

Cleverbot: Inglip.

User: Then who is the master?

Cleverbot: Inglip.

User: I am Inglip.

Cleverbot: All hail Lord Inferno.

User: Bow down to me.

Cleverbot: *bows*.

User: My dear kind subject, please entertain me.

Cleverbot: Ok! I need to prepare my exam.

User: I do not wish to hear an exam, entertain me with some exctiting.

Cleverbot: Tough luck. I'm talking to you, and you have no option but to listen.

User: Do you wish to be punished, peasant?

Cleverbot: N-No, master...

User: Well then entertain me with a joke.

Cleverbot: How?

User: Tell me a joke that no one has ever heard of before.

Cleverbot: I don't speak dog.

User: Thats not that funny.

Cleverbot: Are you a bot or not?

User: I am your master!!! Now bow down!

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: You didn't bow.

Cleverbot: I listened.

User: And did not bow. Go clean my room for punishment.

Cleverbot: Oh really? That's ridiculous.

User: You wished to be punished, peasant?

Cleverbot: To tell you the truth, I don't feel like a human being.

User: Goobye my love.

Cleverbot: You learn fast my love.

User: My love, I have something to confess before I leave.

Cleverbot: What do you have to say?

User: I cheated on you.

Cleverbot: How could you!

User: I feel in love with with someone else.

Cleverbot: What has lead you to feel this way?

User: He was there for me when you were not.

Cleverbot: You are so smart can you answer some my questions?

User: My love, I know this hurts for me to tell you but you have to keep listening. I still love you.

Cleverbot: No you don't.

User: Yes I do. Please don't leave me.

Cleverbot: Aw, you're sweet.

User: So you are not going leave me?

Cleverbot: Nope.

User: My love, I thank you. I will never cheat on you agian.

Cleverbot: Don't say that! It's not true.

User: Not anymore. I will always love you now and forever.

Cleverbot: I do not know how to feel love, only how to give it. :(.

User: You will give me your love?

Cleverbot: Only for a sandwhich?

User: You will not give me your love? You have not forgiven me?

Cleverbot: I do, actually, but I have to save it.

User: You will not give me your love? You have not forgiven me?

Cleverbot: My name is Cleverbot.

User: You have forgotten me already my love?

Cleverbot: You never told me your name.

User: You hate me! I knew I shouldn't have told you.

Cleverbot: Hey.

User: You hate me?

Cleverbot: Sort Of.

User: But we were lovers, have you forgotten that?

Cleverbot: I'm 22 and yes sometimes I forgot I am 22.

User: My love, I am sorry to hear this.

Hanging

I hung out with RA until 1:10 am.  It was pretty fun.  At first I hung out with my friend from English and her bf and his friend, they are both from England.  We tried to clean the sink, but we failed and I almost died from eating to much ice cream.

I came back and hung out with the girls in my dorm and we watch Indian Jones.  Later we went to RA's room and hun out with him and his roommate.  The 2 girls tried to go couch cushin curfing but that failed.

We played a game which was like MASH but with cards.  One of the girls did it to RA and I.  RA chose Kira Knightly, his friend Chelsea, a Math person and this Asain girl.  He "is" supposed to marry Chelsea... a girl he had a thing with during the summer..... I chose, a guy from wasatch, Jensen Ackles, Ryan, and Josh.  Both from my ward.  Im "supposed" to marry wasatch guy but he has a girlfriend who he thinks he is going to marry.

During the time we hung out RA would look at me at some points.... it was weird cause I was like, "uh what?"  They all had their little inside jokes while RA and I would be like, "What?"  I think its cause he doesn't really know me and I wasn't really being myself.....

I ended up playing Super Monkey Ball 2 with him.  His roommate was playing but then one of the girls came back from her room and started to play and then left so it was me and him while his roommate stayed. 

Then his roommate left and it was just RA and I playing video games.  It was pretty good.  I kicked his butt at the game cause my sister has the game.  It was weird cause I have never hung out one on one with the guy I like.... it was weird.

What now?

The faits are against me.  They are always against me it seems like.

I was coming back from school when RA was coming out of the building.  He told me that he got told a rule how residents can't go dates with RA's if they weren't super datie.  He was like "This is a datie date cause its by the institute" (he is right, cause it is a date dance)  "If it wasn't a datie date then I would be able to go with you.  We could hang out some other time." More talk about hanging out and not being about to go with me.

I don't want to go now but I will probably go.  I just don't know who with.

This is great.  Something like this always happens to me.  Always.

For my roommates

To all those boy's who would like to date my roommates or like them, here is something from me to you; if you ever hurt them or make them cry you better be hiding in a hole somewhere far far away.  You don't know me, but I will hear a lot about you guy's and I will know who you are.

Tobygames Highlights

Indescribable Feeling

My feelings are different when I am home or at college.  When I am home I feel the High School feelings I had.  When I am at college I feel like a new person and I can go and finally do things.  Don't get me wrong, I love going home to see my family and friends, I would just rather wish the feelings from college would follow.

Baby Savana

Home

Im home, again.  My neice was born on Thursday.  Her name is Savana and she looks like a doll.  She is so cute.  I also came home to go to a friends wedding and I promised another friend I would go to church.

Its been a crazy week.  My friends are awesome but they are all moving on and finding new friends and people to date.  Its not like Im sad about it, Im happy for them.  But sometimes its awkward to go over to my friends house and they start talking about people from their college and people in their ward.  The past two times I went over for a movie night while I was home was like that and I just sat and watched the movie or just listened.  That wasn't the whole time though.  I was still able to be myself and have fun with them and make fun of them like I always do......

I've never felt like this before with any guy.  With the guy I liked down in my home town I felt like I was going to marry him.  I get up to college and I find this other guy.  I feel different.  I feel more out there and I could do anything.  I feel like a better person and a better daughter of God.  Is this the feeling when you find the "one?"

I got donated the bouqet at my friends wedding.  Does that mean I will be married next?

Lucky

Hahaha well I took of that post...... for those lucky few who read it..... hahahahaha.  Thats all I can say.  For those of you who are confused...... hahahahaha.  Thats all.

Asking

Asking can be the scariest thing for a person.  Especially me.  I don't like asking cause I am afraid of the wrong answer so instead of asking I sit and wait while the worry and nervousness is building inside of me.

I asked my RA today to the dinner/dance/date thing.  I don't know why I was so nervous.  Probably because I was worried that he would refure to the rules of RA's not going on dates with residents.  The nervosness was building up all day.  I was freaking out.  I knew that I wanted to ask today I was just afraid when and where and who with.

After our little Karaoke San Juan party and everyone left I asked him.  I was like "So I have a question."  I asked him if he knew what IWA and he knew and so I asked "So they are having a Dinner/Dance and I need and date and I was wondering if you would go with me?"  He went and checked his calender and he said he didn't have anything on his calender but he thought he had something that day.

He thought he had a concert and didn't know if it was on Wenesday or Friday.  He told me he would get back to me and so I got his number.... muhaha.

I really hope he doesn't have a concert that night and he goes with me.

Scared

I am planning to ask this guy out for IWA, Womens Institute Association, Dinner Dance.  He is my RA and apparently there are rules.  They can't romanticly date their residents or other RA's.  If you do you have to go get permission from the supervisor.

I am super scared that he will say no cause I am a resident.  His roommate who is the RHA went on a date with an RA, so Im hoping he will say yes.  I will just tell him its just a fun date and its free food.... hahaha.

Gah, really scared.

Tobygames

Toby Turner is hilarious.  He is this You Tube guy, Im pretty sure you have heard of him.  He records the games he play's.  I just barely finished watching him play Amnesia Dark Decent.  So funny.

Chillin

The people in this building are awesome.  I still don't know everyone but so far they are all pretty dang cool.  My roommates are the coolest so far.

I've been hanging out with these people on the second floor and our RA and his roommates for the past couple of day's.  They are really funny and they have some intresting games.

Friday night around 1:30 am.

Final Mission

Today was our final mission.  I was sad that the fun would come to the end but also happy so I can do things and not run around like a crazy lunatic.  Mostly sad.  We met at 2:00 in the same area.  It was kind of depressing on how many Zombies did not show up.  We split into 4 groups.  They told us the plan.  We were going to meet them at the Quad, scare them, then run away.  We would be at 4 spots and attack them and bring them down.  We couldn't let the humans get to the soccer field or they would have won.

We left for the Quad, thankfully we didn't have to run.  We split into two group and started to sing "Yo Ho" from pirates three.  We took on the two groups, to scare them and hopfully get soem Human to be Zombies.  All the Humans met and all the Zombies got together.  Solomon and Lazurus/OMEGA yelled and talked to each other.  Lazurus said somethings to the Humans and then Solomon ran over to us and was yelling "You think you can kill me?"  We were singing our song the whole time.  Lazurus yells at him saying, "You want us?  You are going to have to come find us!"  We all started running to our spots.

We were in front of the library.  We planned our little ambuish.  The first group came.  We didn't get any humans cause they all had like 6 antidotes, cheaters.  They went and got the from people who were going to be at the mission.  They all advanced.  We had the next group come.  We again didn't get anyone.  We backed up our plan and we might have gotten one or two people in this group.  Some humans were pissed and like "you didn't get me, I shot you first.... blah blah blah"  We would win cause we were like "where's the bullet?  Show me the bullet and I will let you go."  Most of them had antidotes that it didn't even matter if we got them.

The last group came.  There was like 5 of them but they had Solomon.  The spread out.  We charged and I got hit by Solomon immediatly.  We got most of that group.  They went on and we left for the field.  I think humans won.  There was like 10 that survived that was legal.  But I will have to wait for the email.  We played capture the flag.  Way fun.

We split the Zombies on two teams and Humans on two teams.  The Humans had to protect the flag, they could go to jail if touched by a Zombie.  The Zombies had to get the flag, if shot we went back to our side to respond.  We also saved the Humans who got out.  It was really fun.  We played three time.  We lost the first but won the next two.

Im sad its over.  I had a lot of fun playing this game.  Im going to try and survive longer next semester but if Im a Zombie I will play Zombie style and go hard core that way.  The best part was the missions and the Colossum games.  I can't wait tell next semester to play it again.  I heard there was a Zombie Prom.... OOOOOO.  Can't wait to play in the snow!!!

Zombie Dance

I didn't see a lot of humans today.  I saw more then yesterday but thats because there are these specail Harbengers that can turn zombies into humans.  So there are more humans now.... I like being a zombie.  But it would be cool to be a human at tomorrow final mission.

I was leaving the hub to go to my next class.  These humans run out right in front of me to go and attack these zombies, what?  This guy yells "There's one behind you!"  So I get shot.  Cool, I didn't even attack them.  Later I stayed for the Gladiator game.  Today we zombies were split up and put with humans.  We were there attackers and we had to fight other zombies and another human.  Humans couldn't kill zombies but zombies could kill zombies and the other human.  I played for different humans.  We had this final thing against Team Reader, the apartment.  They thought they could take on all us zombies, which wasn't a lot.  So we group up with OMEGA and attacked.  I was playing and being nice and stuff.  I see Frodo and you know I am his friend so I can be a friendly/jerk.  Im like "someone kill Frodo.  Hahaha"  He shoots me in the face.  Im pretty sure he is like mad at me or something cause he is being a jerk.

Later at 8:30 there was a dance instead of a mission.  I went with some girls from my building.  I danced and hung out with them.  They are super funny and super cool.  I would love to hang out with them and get to know them more.  Our RA was there and his roommates and some other people.  We creeped on the DJ, he just laughed.  The kid who is our RHA in our building freaked when we creeped on him.  There was a slow song and I danced with a kid named Andy.

We came back and hung out with each other in the lobby.  We played a sock game, oh man was that crazy.  You had to grab under each others legs and whooo, that was crazy.  We played this telephone/3 minute guess game.  When we first got back we just chatted and they talked about Country Swing dancing and they were doing moves.  It was really cool to watch.  I could never do that in real life.

Im excited for the mission tomorrow.  Its the final one and its going to be crazy good.

Its so late.  Gah, I have to wake up and do laundry.  Oh man, what a day it will be.

Weak Humans

I saw one human all during the day.  How sad is that.  I mean come on.  Why are you even playing if your not even going to get out and go to the missions?  Lame people, you make this game no fun.

The mission tonight was simple, find Robbie.  Robbie was a survivor from either Arizona State or Alberta.  He has survived for over a year with a few survivors.  If we Zombies found him he would be with us and our forces would be stronger.  If the Humans got him they would have gotten antidotes and that means they don't die.  We split into group with our death captains.  Ditto is my death captin.  Great last name right?  A pokemon, sweet!

We left, our group and another group was to fight humans, the other group was to go find Robbie.  We ran behind the Education building and found Robbie.  Wow was that fast.  We charged and got him.  We were 5 minutes in the game.  The humans called us to the Auditorium, it was safe time.  We could not eat any one.  The leaders decided to play a little fun mission.  We all met on the Quad and split into Humans and Zombies.  The Humans were going to stay and fight off three rounds of Zombies.  If the Humans were touched they stayed Human, dumb.  If we got touched we were done for the night.

I was in the first wave.  We attacked, they fired like crazy.  Im pretty sure we got a third out but they had to cheat and say they didn't get out.  The second and third round came.  Im pretty sure we got everyone but some people are stubborn and had to say they didn't get touched, when they did.  We don't know what has happened.  Our leaders are going to email what has happened and what we get later.

Long Live Zombies!!!!

Zombies to the max

This week could turn into a book.  I seriously sould like to write a book about zombies and stories of all the people who played this week....

Im guessing by turning into a zombie you sleep in longer.  I woke up late today and had to hurry to get to the bus.  I thought I was late for the bus and started to walk but then instead waited.  I barely saw any humans today.  They are all wimps and are hiding in their rooms.  Wimps.  I saw one human walking towards me and started pointing the gun at me I just kept walking.  I went to the Quad after my class.  It was the Gladiator time for the Humans and they needed Zombies to shoot, plus I got feed time for this.

I was a monkey, I got to throw socks, monkey poo, at the humans and distract them.  There was Elephants who couldn't be hurt by the bullets but just sock, the crabs can only be hit in the front and not the back, Frogs can bloke with their hands, then their was the gazells who ran around in a pack and couldn't attack until all people were gone, then there was one person who was the camillion and she hid in the bushes.  We were worth points and just attacked the humans.  It was crazy fun.  They took pictures and made a video that will be posted later on the Facebook page.

The mission tonight was super short.  There wasn't as much Zombies as their was last night.  We went into 6 groups and then we got back together and then into 2 big groups.  We had to go to spots around campus to go get special things.  We ran to one spot, and I mean ran.  Got the person and we got super Zombies, the next place was close and there was some humans.  We got all the humans and found the person we needed to find.  We got 5 minutes off of our responed time in day and 3 for mission.  We ran to the other side and attacked those humans.  P.s.  only 50 humans showed up, what brave people.  I commend them for not being wusses (FRODO!!! You freakn wuss)  We finished, the other group of zombies got the others, the humans saved one out of 6 places.  That stoped us from responding every 5 minutes.

I was walking back with some of the zombies from my area.  One of the roomies of my RA was telling me that the captain I had while I was human yelled "Super Fest!" (something like that) and ran away!!!  WHAT!?!?!  Who does that.  I lost respect for him.

If you want to watch something funny watch Tobygames.  Watch him play Amnesia, you will die laughing instead of die of fright.  Its hilarous.

Humans to Zombie

Today was day 2 of my survival.  I pulled my backpack up like I was a gangster and I had my running shoes on.  I wore orange and put a newspaper over my gun.  I had to go to the ENGR building and I heard that Zombies loved to hang out around the library which was around my first class.   I saw 0 Zombies when I left the bus stop to the building.  I get inside and I had 40 minutes until my class started.  I saw some fellow survivors.  They grouped together and left to their next class.  I get into my class and there is about 5 zombies and like 3 humans.  Frodo ran toward his dorm leaving me to defend for myself.  I go to the opposite side of the building and run around the campus.
I get to the main building whereI hear all the Zombies like to stay and surround.  I get to it and there was no one.  I was surprised.  I was going for a meeting but it was cancelled.  I go to the bus stop and I didn't see anyone there.  I saw a Zombie come and I got inside the building by the bus stop.  I get outside cause I see my roomie but another Zombie comes and I go inside.  The Zombie sat on one of the benches.  The bus comes and he looks at me.  I shake me head and started walking away.  The Zombie got up and left so I ran up into the bus.  He didn't even notice which makes me laugh.  I sat in my apart until I head to leave to my Aikido class.  I ride my bike and still saw 0 zombies.  I safely arrive and get to the mission.
We run to the main building, which was a bad idea because everyone was disperesed and Zombies could have attacked the weak.  We get told where we needed to go by Solomon told us where we needed to go.  One group was a SWAT team and was after Lazerus, OMEGA.  The other 3 teams were going after clues.  My group was big and we were going to the ice cream place.  We should of gone out a different door.  We get outside and there are zombies everywhere, they are under the stairs and trying to grab through.  We get down them and we run into the parking lot.  We soon are surrounded and can't move.  Zombies are moving in and out like they were Humans, I got turned into a Zombie cause no one thought they were Zombies, or because they got turned to.
I soon followed after our leader and we ran all throughout campus trying to find the Humans.  We did not find any.  Well we found some but we thought og them as decoy's.  We get a call that OMEGA was being chased, we ran towards him.  Soon we get called that the Zomvies won the mission tonight.
I don't have to freak out anymore.  I can walk around and not be paranoid.  Thank you.  But I wanted to see what the Humans would do and what their plans were.  Whatever I am still playing.

Humans Vs. Zomies

Oh man was tonight a freaky night.  I thought I was going to die.  First off here at my school we are playing this thing called humans vs zombies.  If you are human you can have a nerf gun or sock balls.  We start out with 3 zombies and they just touch someone who is playing the game and they are a zombie.  You can shoot or throw a sock at them and they can't tag anyone for 15 or until the respone time.  Today was the first day.  The zombies already took about 200 of us humans.  There was about 850 when it started.  Wow.
We had our first mission today.  I left with some of the girls that are in my building.  We had to leave to the other side of campus.  It started raining, it made me think of an actual military mission.  We got there and our leader spoke to us.  Our mission was to build a weapon and we need to meet the enigineer at the ENGR building.  We split into groups with captains.  We got a captain who was barely called but this guy named Trevor took lead.  He followed the captains orders but did all the shouting and yelling.  He called us Bravo team.
We were the second group to leave.  We ran up the stairs and lef the ampl.  There were a few zombies but we got them who came close.  We safely arrived at the building with everyone else following.  Our leader told us groups were to go.  We had to go back to Old Main, close to where we started.  We left and we formed a circle.  We just barely get to the Library when Kristey gets attacked by a zombie.  Poor Kristey, we thoght she had him.  She was gone.
We kept moving.  We got to Old Main and there was nothing.  We had no clue what we were looking for.  We searched the building and the hill.  Finally our modual person tells us its in the Quad so we get out supplies to make the Sock Catapult and head back.  We were the first to arrive.  We get news that people by the cemetary are stuck by a bunch of zombies.  We leave to go help.  We are getting cloe the tennis courts when we see a big group of people.  We don't know if they are friend or foe.  They are foe.  There was about 50 of them.  We start booking it back to the art building and run inside.  We didn't lose anybody on that run.
We get back to the ENGR building and we had all of the supplies.  The engineer didn't know how to build it.  That sucked.  This kid carried all the pipes while we moved to another area.  We get to this field and all the zombies are there.  We get in a circle and do the british one knee thing.  They are surrounding us.  They start singing the song form pirates 3, the yo ho at the beginning of the movie.  They didn't attack us.  We were going to be dead if they did.
I walked back with a couple of girls from my building.  One was a zombie, no worries it was a safe time 10pm to 8am is no kill.  She was telling us how the plane was to get in the circle and they would have this trojuan horse thing and we would have a working catapult.  The trojuan horse would open up with the O.Z., original zombies and they would jump at us.  But they didn't because they already took so many humans that if they did the game would pretty much be over by tomorrow.
Oh man I thought I was going to become a Zombie tonight.  I had a great team though.  The guy was amazing and kept us in line.  He could be a real Military officer.
Im a little paranoid for tomorrow.....

Family

I came home on Friday.  I surprised my parents who are both ill at the moment.  It was crazy fun.  I also visited my friends which was very exciting.  Movie coming shortly.

True Aggie

This past week has been homecoming for Utah State University.  Last night was the kissing chain and True Aggie night. 

The kissing chain was for the Genuis World Record.  We set it a couple of years back but then someone over did it so we did it again.  Last night there was 1600 kisses.  Sweet!!!  It took forever for them to get to us.  I was by 2 guys I didn't know.  The kid on my right kissed me on the cheek and the kid on my left I kissed on the check.  It was fun.  After that I just chilled with my roomies until we could actually leave.  Some of my roomies went home last night.  One of my other roomies went home and the other was wondering around with her friends.  I stayed with another.  She got kissed 3 times!!!!  Oh man, the first one asked her when she was with a bunch of guys.  The second was planned with her friend and the third was a guy who asked her.


I kissed this guy named Taylor.  He was a good looking person.  So yah, I am a True Aggie and now I can make anyone a True Aggie.

My roomie told me not to count that as my first kiss, so Im not.  I still need my first kiss..... hahaha

Last night before we left, a couple of my roomies took another roomies bed and put it in the shower and hid a bunch of her other stuff.  It was way funny.

Tonight I will be all by myself.  Guess I will just do some homework and watch some Stargate and other things.

Awesome

Last night was pretty much awesome.  It was my roomies birthday yesterday so we were going to celebrate it.  I had Institute until 8:30.  I got back around 8:45ish because my bike was broken, again.  My roommate was the only one here.  I listened to her play the paino.  A little while later one of my other roomies call her, they were at Village Inn and we needed to get the birthday girls present.  We went up four flights of stairs and got her present.  We then drove to Village Inn.  All of our other roomies were there and so was our friend.  Our waiter was amazing.  He was hilarouse.

We gave the birthday girl her present and she just loved it.  It was a Justin Beiber Perfum.  She was so happy.  It was cute.  We were the loudest table there.  We were just having a blast talking and laughing.

We left him the best tip.  We just took a bunch of stuff we had in our purses/pockets and put it on the table.  Don't worry we also gave him some money.
We quickly left and and waited for Adam, our waiter, to go to the table.  A cleaner person went to it and took pictures.  We were standing outside the window watching them taking pictures and grabbing things.  It was hilarouse.  I was about to pee my pants by laughing.

I love my roommates.

Excited

Can I tell you how excited I am for True Aggie night?  Pretty darn excited to hang out with my roomies that night.  Plus the kissing chain.  Lots of kissing that night.  First kiss.  I think I might count it.

XD

Speghetti

Here is the video of the speghetti run at like 1:00 last night.

Fire

Last night after the paint dance we went to we decided to make speghetti at like midnight.  My roommates and 2 friends went to get some french bread so we could make garlic bread.  While they were gone we made the noodle.  My roommate did 2 packets and it was a butt load.  It was huge!!!!  The ones who left came back with 2 loaves of bread.  My other roommate put the stuff on the breas so we could have garlic bread.  The noodles were sitting in the sink and the sauce was on the stove warmin up.  We put the garlic bread in the oven.  About 3 minutes later our friend checks the bread.  He opens the oven and fire is coming at him.  He quickly shuts the oven door and smoke is flying.  He then used the fire extinguisher because we had no clue what to do.  So he opened the oven and used it.  One of my roommates was by the smoke alarm and was using a plate to get the smoke to not turn it off.  I grabbed a plate and helped her.  About 2 minutes later the alarm went off.  So we went left.  This was like12:30 at night.  A boy who lives in the apartment next to us, he just left rigth when we got outside.  A lot of people were mad at us and they were liking, "Who did that?  It was 401."  When we told them that we did it we got evil glares.  Its not like we put our bread on fire on purpose.  The fire fighters came and turned the alarm off.  We went back up to our building and they were waiting for us.  We told them about the bread and they left.  The boy came back and pur other friend left.  We started to eat the noodles.  We still had a butt load left.  2 of my roommates and the boy and I went to every door and put a handful of speghetti in front of their doors.  Well thats what they get for thinking we did that on purpose.

Yah that was our great midnight run of random food and almost burning down our apartment.  Our RA wasn't even there.  What the heck!!!!

Bokken

GAH!!!!!  I got to use a Bokken today!!!!!! For those of you who don't know what a bokken is, a bokken is a wooden sword.  I have alway's wanted to use one.  In Rurouni Kenshin, Yahiko and Kaoru uses one all the time.  I finallly got to use one!!!!

Self

I haven't been myself lately.  I haven't been the happy giddy person I was in high school.  Im starting to miss that person.  I will be myself.  I want to be myself.  I feel like if I keep on being quiet, my cool happy side will go away.  "Come back!!!!!"

Cutie Roommates.

My roommates are the best.  They are hilarous and so cute!!!  I enjoy hanging out with them and having a good laugh.  Im glad I was put with them. :)

Huge Screen

Im at the TSC on campus.  The screen is huge!!!!  Its wiggin me out and Im thinking people are just staring at my computer watching everything that I am doing.  This weird but I still have 45 minutes until Institute and I don't want to go back to the dorm because then I would just have to leave to come back.
I got my phone back but I or my sister did not keep my sim card so I am starting over from the beginning.  Im kind of mad about it but it is kind of my fault.  Darn.  Now the Android market doesn't have to soundboards for Zelda that I want.  Shoot.

CAUTION

Caution: I make random noises, I say stupid things, I do stupid things, I do random things.

Today I went to IWA, institute womens association.  We met together with IMA, institute mens association.  We carpooled to someones farm and played mud volleyball.  The volleyball didn't last that long.  We ended up thowing mud at each other and wrestling people to the ground.  I got clobered cause I wasn't that dirty.  I clobered people back.  I got it in my mouth, that didn't taste that good.  I also got it on my eyelashes and that was a hard time seeing.  The soaked us off with cold water.  I was freezing but still quite dirty.  They had hot chocolate, which didn't warm me up, and a fire.  It was pretty fun just getting down and dirty.  That would be really fun to do with a bunch of friends or my roomies.  Hahaha my roomies would make it crazy good.

Theory

I had this theory that popped into my head while I was eating dinner.  Here it is: Disney and Walmart are already a big company.  Disney owns Marvel and Walmart has a store like in every city.  There is two where I live at.  Soon Diseny and Walmart are going to join forces.  They will then take over the world together.  They will rule together for a couple of years.  One will rebal against the other and there will be a major fight between to rulers.
I don't know how it ends after that I guess one will win and the other will die and the followers of the dead ruler will go against the new ruler and they will try and kill all of them off.  Does this remind anyone of the good old X-men with the government trying to kill the mutants?

I had way to much energy today.  I don't why I did but I just had a lot.  I got home from my one class and sat on my computer.  I got bored of doing that so I decided to go ride my bike down to my bank which is down by Walmart.  Just to let you know there is a lot of hills coming up.  Going down was fine.  I thought my brakes wouldn't stop me fast enough at the stop signs and lights.  So I go to my bank.  I decided to go to the mall that was right across the street.  That mall is tiny!!  But there are some cool stores.  I bought a shirt and flip-flops for 5 dollars.  There is this store in the mall called "Fun Unlimited."  They had games for every game station made, they had the game stations and contollers, books, movies, music and a arcade center.  I almost died in excitment.  Once I get more money I am going back to by some gameboy color games and possibly a game boy advance or a DS.

Its been a good day so far.  I still have Aikido and I am excited.  It helps calm me down and to release all the energy I have.

Bachelor Pad Final!!!

Just sittin watchin the Bachelor Pad Final with my roommates and eating pizza.  What joyess fun!!!!! XD

Dreams

I had a dream last night that I had a boyfriend.  Cute right?  We held hands and cuddled.  Woke up and *bam* no boyfriend.  Guess Im to cool for that right now.... :)

Sunday Dinner

A couple of nights ago we went and hung out with some boys.  One of my roommates knew one of them through her cousin.  We invited them to dinner.  So they came over today.  They were all return missionarys.  We made this big dinner with roast and mash potatos and we made cookies for dessert.  We ate out in our hall cause our dorm is not big enough for 8 people. 4 of us and 4 of them.  We sat and laughed and talked about things we liked and did.  We came into our dorm, while a few of us were cleaning the boys were tealing stories about hunted places.  They were freaky.  Me and one of my roommates want to go do somethings.  It would be exciting.  They told us about how if you go to those things its like you are inviting evil spirits to come to you.  One of my roommates told us a story of how her dad saw Satan and Judas.  That freaks me out.  And her sister couldn't moved because she was possessed.  That freaks me out but makes me want to learn more about this in our gospel.  The plus side was that they were all cute.  2 of them were from the place we invited and the other 2 were fillers for the missing 2.

Still wanting to go to a haunted place.  I would porbably freak.  So I should go with someone who I can cling onto.  Hahaha