Happy

Sunday night my friend texted me saying she would buy me a ticket for a concert that I couldn't go to because I am absolutly broke.  BTW the ticket was 8 dollars.  Your probably thinking, "psh 8 dollars.  That is nothing.  Go beg your mom or go earn it."  Well sorry to say my family is not the rich snoby people.  I just decided not to go until she texted.  I almost started crying but my mom was sitting right by me that I stopped myself.  You see I have been having some difficult times with some of my friends and actually trying to see if they even were my friends or if they were just using me.  I get that feeling a lot until she texted me.  I was so happy.  Still am, still about to cry. 
I want to have a party so I can see that one guy.  The guy that I posted the huge rant about.  Well I still like him.  I hated lying to myself so ya.  Im going to have a party.  I want to see him.  I sound so stupid.  *stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid! why did you post that? stupid stupid stupid* oh well its true though.  Hahaha. 
Well nothing really exciting has been happening lately.  Hm, Im reading a book called Zeitoun.  Its about a guy who lived through Hurrican Katrina.  Its very intresting.  This is the stupid book I have to read for Connections.  We have to somehow connect it to our lives.  Yup cause I was in that.  Stupid people.  Oooo a thought accord to me, Im moving out soon.  Weird!!!