why?

So today was eventful.  I woke up and then I went to the campus.  I searched for a job.  All they have is babysitting or lawn care.  A.  The lawn care wont last very long and Im already dieing in the heat.  B.  I don't do so great watching other peoples children.  C.  I have school and if I add a even more stressful load on I will die right there.
I was going to go visit Frodo but he was busy.  I then went and hung out with Reddie.  We chilled in her gheto appartment for awhile then we went to the Library.  It was nice and cool compared to everything else.  We looked around and then went to the main student center.  I bought a sprite cause I was dying.  We then split and I went back to my dorm.  Another girl came and she is very nice.  She is besties with the girls arlready here so yippie for me.  Another awkward moment for me.  I don't remember what I did after..... hm I think I sat at my computer and read 07 Ghost and did nothing.  I had PB and J for dinner and then we went to Home Evening.  There wasn't very many people there but we still hung out with them.  It was nice.  I found out there was a girl from my home town and I want to go meet her.  I will stalk her down tomorrow.  We went back and again I was on my laptop.  Reddie asked to go get ice cream.  So I went and did not get ice cream.  We hung and she walked back with me.  At my dorm we met up with a girl named Heather.  She seems really nice, I want to get to know her.
Well I don't know if I already posted this but my RA is HOTT!!!  I want to get to know him even more.  Hahaha.  But anyway's.  I feel awkward around my roomies.  I am the odd man out.  They all know each other.  I kind of wish that I was put into a place where nobody knew each other.  Blah, but I will get through it.  They are all nice but they all hang out and talk about the same things that they did.  I am alone right now and I feel like crying.  I don't know why, probably because I feel alone cause they don't know me and I don't know them.  I would like to get to know them but whatever.
I would really like to met some new guys.  Guys would bring my self esteem up.  I can't wait tell classes start next week.  I get to meet a lot more people and I get to meet boys.  People think that boys come running at me like some girls but that is the biggest fart lie ever!!!!!!!!!!!  I have only been asked out once.  Im hopping that guys will talk to me like I will talk to them.
Whatever.  Okay I am hearing some really strange noises right now.  They sound like cats but I am on the 4th floor.  Im kind of freaking out right now.  Im all alone and there is strange noises.  That makes me really wnat to cry now.  I don't want to turn on my music, I am a little scared right now.  doo daaa doo.... waiting it out while my heart calms down.....
So I guess I will wait for my roomie to come back and I will play a game or read some manga.  Peace.